Jealous

The other day my best friend told me that she is pregnant with her third child. And while i am so so happy and excited for her i can't get rid of this horrible pain in my heart. We have always been pregnant together with only a few weeks separating us. I am blessed to have two beautiful children that i adore but have been wanting another one for a long time. My husband and i (or more he) decided that we need to wait a while longer until he's earning more money which is completely logical and i do understand and accept this but my heart longs for another baby. I've talked to my husband but he doesn't understand and tells me to just be logical. And i have no one to talk to now since i would normally talk to my friend, and obviously i can't. I don't want to take away her buzz from this blessing. I just don't know how to get rid of my stupid feelings. I feel so sad, almost like I'm grieving. And i know that one day it will be my turn again, and that i am already so blessed with the wonderful children i do have already. I just don't know how to make these feelings go away so i can just be happy for her and content with my current situation. I sound so selfish

Aww, thats not fair aye.

Yes I'm pregant with my third, But all my group of friends who had a baby within a month of DS and DD they're all just about to have their thirds in the next month or so and I'm left out having my third well after they have.

But, as much it frustrates me, by the time I have this baby they'll have rascal 7 month olds and will get all clucky over it.

It will happen for you when the time is right, you can't go making thigns happen if you aren't going to be happy (with no money...)
Does that make sence.

Thank you guys so much. It's amazing; as soon as i wrote this and read your comments i felt so much better. I think i just needed to tell someone. I still want another baby - eventually, but now i don't feel sad anymore. Thank you again for your kind comments.