nervous/scared

thanks guys, well af still hasnt shown up, so apart from 20mins of spotting 2 days ago, and loads of cramping there has been nothing, so i am going to test on saturday morning.....its hard, cos im not sure whats going on and i dont want to get my hopes up

oh my god this is doing my head in, okay so last night started cramping and spotting again, and again just tail end brown blood, have also started to feel slightly queasy.

i have no idea when to test, as im not sure that what i had on the 9th of last month was even a period, but in saying that when i thought my period was starting this month it was excatly on time, arrggghhhh...and yeah i know buy a preggy test and test, but i cant afford to waste so much money on them.

oh and i went to 3 different supermarkets last night looking for the quickcard tests as they are the ones i have best results with and couldnt find them.

I really hate this not knowing where my cycle is at as ive always been as regular as clockwork....man i really feel for all those girls/women whos cycles are all over the place it really does yah head in

thanks for letting me vent