Terrified

Wow you are really brave and I totally think you will make a great mum after all the consideration you have made into getting pregnant.
I think if you can love and look after your horses (i have horses also) you will be able to love and look after your baby.
All the best

Ooooh good luck MF, my DS was concieved within a month of missing my injection, I found out 6 weeks after I missed it that I was already pregnant... had been expecting a bit more time to get my head around starting to try 'sometime soon' but nope, obviously that kid was meant to be...lol

I been lurking on TM too, and bought some items from one PP set I went doolally over, but nothing else has really caught my eye 'yet'

My friend is pregnant with her second child. She has been on AD's since having her first. Cutting along story short she was suppose to wean off the Ad's as they didn't know the effects on baby would be but she found she could not cope without them and put herself back onto them. She has just had Anino which gave them the all clear for what they test for but obviously until baby is born (may) they won't know. i feel for the struggle you have with this as I see what a struggle my friend has.

and good luck with TTc'ing and everything

Merlinfluff - im glad you understand that depo can take a long time to wear off.........although babykatnz did say she got preg right after missing, she didnt say how long she had been on it..........and from my own personal experience and journey it will most likely take a while to get a proper cycle.....
I dont know anything about anything else you are on and have etc, but as long as your doc is knowledgable about these things and doesnt take you off everything thinking you will get preg quickly........I got my first bleed a month after injection had worn off, but got on and off bleeding and spotting and brown tarish stuff for about 6months and have only been getting a regular cycle for the last 6 months.....I have been off everything for over a year now and still TTC..........although i am hoping my late AF and test has good news tonight.......
Its obviously going to be a struggle for you and would hate for you to go through more than you need to before your body is even ready to conceive.....I would recommend charting so you know when your are actually (if at all) ovulating.........i wished i started that sooner too........

All the best and despite the stats on depo i hope your an exception to the stats and have a short TTC journey and your pregnancy goes well and is everything you ever dreamed off.............Good on you and glad you found the support from in here...........everyone on here is awesome!!!