MC + a sense of knowing

I knew that my pregnancy wasn't right. I had tested at the docs and got a BFN (thought I was a few days late). But I really thought I was pregnant.
Then a week later HPT said BFP - I was excited, but like others have said - I didn't see me holding onto a baby at the end of it.
One week later I was in surgery.

NZPiper and Peanut - I also wondered if I 'willed' it. For some unknown reason, stories about ectopic pregnancies (even before I had a baby) always struck a chord with me. Unbeknown to me, I too would join those ranks. Maybe deep down I knew what was in my future.