This week has been horrible, I have been trying so hard to be positive but it's very difficult. Finding out about Dad being sick this week, the same week that our bubs would have been due and now af turning up when I had pinned all my hopes on it happening this cycle.
I may have to take a break, not that I want to but June has come around very quickly and I am suppose to be getting another colposcopy done in June, so I would like to get that over with. Also the timing is a bit bad for my DD starting Uni at the end of Feb, I would have been okay to travel from Nelson to Dunedin with a new baby, but I don't think I would manage it being two weeks away from giving birth, and there is no way I will be letting her go on her own to get settled, oh man I am going to miss her - I wish this year would slow down a bit.
So I am saying goodbye for a couple of months, but I will be back and of course I will be lurking so I will keep up with all the BFP's
Good luck and lots of baby dust to you all