BFP

Well girls, it was a huge shock to me, but it appears I am pregnant. 

I'm more scared than excited at the moment though.  It's still really really early days (3wk 4 days), and both my miscarriages occured at 4wks 3 days.  It's gonna be a loooooong week.

I am still struggling to get my head around it.  I started feeling symptoms on Sunday night, and having been through the 2 losses in the last year, I jsut *knew* they were real symptoms and not imaginery.  I have had a lot of imaginery symptoms in between, but it seemed like as soon as I felt my huge as heavy boobies I knew it was a different feeling.  lol

So I tested Tues, at 9DPO.  Crazy or what.  I lost track of time and looked at the test at around 10 mins, or possibly jsut over.  I saw a very very faint line, but it was impossible to know whether it was a + or an evap line.  So I tested again yesterday at 10DPO, and it came up at around 7-8 mins.  This morning - it was more like 5 mins.  I love supermarket cheapie tests!  haha.

Anyway, its totally beyond me that after 22 months TTC, including 5 unsuccessful clomid cycles, 2 miscarriages and an hsg.....I decided that it was time to stop obsessing and jsut get on with my life (while still charting)...and I get pregnant.  Now I just hope it sticks.  Mind you all 4 of my pregnancies have been without any assistance, so it shouldnt suprise me that much.  lol

I am having a beta done tomorrow and then again monday.  Please send me all the sticky vibes you can muster, I will need them.  I am absolutely terrified that I will lose this baby too.

Thanks Kazzle. 

All the very best Tarshaa

Thank you so much Red, Millie and Anna.

I am scooping up all the sticky vibes I can possibly carry. 

 

I know iv already said this to you but i thought id add my 2 cents worth again and say a big HUGE! congrats! and i wish you a lovely long full term pregnancy

Edited by Baysmum

i think it is a really good sign that you got the positive tests so early (yes, faint lines and all) so huge congratulations, and sticky vibes for a healthy and uneventful pregnancy.
i know the next few weeks are going to be so hard on you as you live in the "danger zone" so fingers crossed as well that it doesnt do your head in. good luck!

lots and lota of sticky baby dust coming your way i hoep this week files by with no worrys

Oh beleive me, I'll be happy with anything I can get!!  I'll take one or two, and I'm not too fussy whether its of pink or blue flavouring.  lol  As long as its healthy thats all I care aobut right now.

I have rung the Fertility Centre and will get my beta done tomorrow. 

I guess I must jsut implant early cos I have always had early +'s.  I jsut hope this one is here to stay.

****sticky vibes****
Congratulations and best wishes for a happy and healthy pregnancy!!
Stick little bubba, stick!

Congratulations tarsha! Now stick little one, stick - and that's an order!